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These couple of days, I've been going about my life wondering if things could be better. Many things that I do nowadays are based on a routine and I'm not too sure if I particularly enjoy it. I even believe I could possibly have forgotten what real excitement and happiness is like. :(
To add on to this feeling of detachment, there have been those dreams. Odd dreams so real, you wish that they are reality and somehow even start believing that they can be real. I wonder if it's my subconscious signalling that I'm not truly happy with the way I'm running my life at the moment or if it's a matter of simply thing too much while I'm awake and conscious. One thing's for sure, I can't keep letting these odd emotions rule my head.
Oh and school's gonna start in a month. It took me an entire year to decide on taking up this course of studies and I sure hope that this decision's the right one. I am looking forward to it though, and to put a stop to my work life for now. It's really tiring to handle trouble customers when all you can think about is how the matter shouldn't even have arisen in the first place.
Please pardon my "Bah, humbug" mood. Have been too much of a scrooge recently. And I hate it! :(