How do you expect me to choose?

On one hand is school work. I see my friend struggling with coping with the project and agree to help. But in the process, have to break my promise of spending a day out with you. I know that hurts cause that's the only condition we made when I said I had to spend my weekdays on school work. You say that I don't think about you when making such decisions, but who thinks about me when I have to choose between projects (my grades, my friends, my responsibility) and you? It isn't easy to make such decisions, IT ISN'T.

I don't blame you for getting angry. And I don't know if I should blame myself for shouldering all these and making myself (and someone else) unhappy as a result. Friends, I need advice.

Now who's going to cheer me up when I have a load of work in front of me and someone out there who's angry at me? >:/

quick update

Taking a short break from work for a quick update on my here. Managed to get free tickets (thanks, Aunty Joyce!) for SS3 which I attended just now! Didn't regret going although suju isn't among my favourite boy bands. They're a really fun group and did so much fan service! Taking fan's cameras to take photos (sungmin!) and they had all sorts of antics. Pretty cute :)

pre-concert

during the concert. see all the blue light sticks! and the amazing stage~

Random pictures from a few nights ago;

My brother who hates facing the camera...

and me with my always-featured hippue!

I'm going to bed now, goodnight~ I swear all the reports are tryna crack my head open :( Actually had plans to go shopping for cny clothes tomorrow but had to cancel cause of school work! Meh, not the first time reports have gotten in the way. It doesn't bother me that much, but I feel really bad for the ever-so-free him who always has to accommodate and put up with my tight schedule. Sorry!

THE 3D BUS

I vaguely remember telling my friends about this bus; 4.5m high with 2 levels (with approximately 2m clearance below), allows vehicle to travel through from below it, etc. And they didn't believe me! See, this bus isn't a product of my imagination :) It's soon to be launched in Beijing. What an innovative way to ensure public transportation isn't hampered by road jams! Plus, it's cheaper than a railway system & runs on electricity based on energy derived from the sun. Awesome.

어떡해

It's pretty hard to make the decision regarding the next step in life when there isn't really anyone to consult. It's like a mental struggle, because time awaits no man. Before long, it'll be February and all the applications will be open. Really hope I will make a decision I won't regret..

what's wrong

Yesterday I was trying to tell my dad how I finally made some sort of decision regarding my future.. only to be shot down with the reply that I wasn't decisive enough. I know it's a problem that I have, but I'm trying my best to decide what I want to do with my life. Don't people say that taking the first step is paving the way to success? I had finally mustered up the courage to tell you what I want, only to find that you weren't even listening wholeheartedly. Maybe the timing was just bad, cause you were helping my brother sign up for his course - helping him work towards his goal. And I didn't have an actual one yet. Great.